Chasing dreams, not diamond rings

Friday, February 02, 2007

Disappointment in the human spirit

Whatever you think is real now isn't later. What you take for granted now is what you will learn a hard and bitter lesson about. Things you believe in now will only stand to be corrected. Head games are inevitable, selfishness is human nature and money and time are the two scarcest resources in our world today. Love is overrated. People forget what's important to them till they lose it. Soon I will be one of the lost ones. Maybe one day you will miss me. Maybe you won't. Maybe I shouldn't/wouldn't care. You think you care... you think you try, you think you are doing the best you can. Ever think how it feels for that person on the other side of the situation? If you want to make a difference you don't talk about it. You act on it. Adult choices, growing up, earning money: shitty deal. What's the point of fighting battles you'd never win? Being genuine = being naive = a pushover.

Where does this leave you? How does it make you feel? Disappointed. Sad. Unsatisfied. What else? You don't care anymore... well, at least you try not to. Think about this statement: friends come and go. It's more like friends go and keep going.

We're all loners. It's just whether you realize it now or later. We all die alone.

2 Comments:

  • At 11:38 PM , Blogger SAM said...

    hey! julia kan..you're not allowed to think like that! ):

    i'm a friend, and although we're far apart, i'm not going anywhere.

    -hugs tight

    tomorrow will be a better day.

    loveeee you

     
  • At 6:30 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

    Jules
    you make me so sad with that. You are far too young and have far too many things in your life to think like that and as Sam says, you have lots of friends, who maybe against your wishes...are NOT going anywhere, you are stuck with us and we love you. And I am proud of you for whatever you do, I love you!!

    Please don't feel sad or alone because you are not. My heart is always right with you! I think about you all the time! You are my KANTALOPE!!!

    Physically you might see yourself alone but if you could see our spirits and love, you would see that the area around you is overcrowded!! You ARE LOVED!!!b

     

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